left brain in charge

Okay, I've been here at OSCON for two days now, and I've all but purged my creative impulses for the week. Well, not really, but it's an ongoing battle that my logic head seems to be winning. Must be all the computers. We are borg, we are legion. But, even though I'm immersed in all of this geeky big brained stuff, I can't help but feel like a lazy dumb idiot. These guys are all so more involved and so much more expert than I. I guess the fact that I understand them at all should be seen as a major accomplishment. I think that for most of my friends, this would be a thoroughly unenjoyable event. Though, sometimes I wish I had a CS degree and maybe 20 more IQ points.